Wednesday, November 08, 2006
**WORST day ever?!--sometimes life is really unfair..sometimes nasa taas ka..minsan you're lower than the floor.. Happiness doesnt last talga..kung kelan akala ko na ganun na forever..eto nnman ang mundo..super against talaga syo..pero ganun talaga eh...mahirap..but it will sure make you..and help you become a better person..:)
parang napakadami na namin nadaanan ni daniel...and we survived..ito na yata yung..by far the hardest challenge..obstacle for us...kasi nga..MAHAL ko n yung tao eh...tapos pilit kaming pinaglalayo ng ate niya...siniraan pa ako..nilait...argh!..who is she to judge me..she doesnt even know me...badtrip talga..but the hell with her!..mahal ko xa..mahal niya ako..it doesnt change anything...:)
--*ORANGE AND ICE CREAM! 6:36 PM;
Saturday, October 28, 2006
im so happy!..:)
hayy...everything seems so perfect!..:) i love my life right now...kahit may mga small problems..nakakaya naman..nandyan kasi si Batman..and i have friends..special someone and my family...yikee!..:)
speaking of..ang saya ko lately..kasi nandyan lang siya parati..kahit hindi kami masyadong nag-uusap..and stuff..alam ko na he cares..and i know he loves me like super!..:) and i feel the same way!..*nakanangputs!*
soo..concert na mamaya..sana makasama ko siya buong gabi..*nandyan kc family niya* argh!..hahaha..nywayz..sana mag-enjoy ako mamaya..with friends..:) i love them super!!..hehehehe...medyo frustrated lang ako ngayon..coz i dont know what to wear!...i dont!!..>o *goodluck edz!* nywayz...ayun..bahala na..:) ahi!..-.o *kuleett!!*
--*ORANGE AND ICE CREAM! 8:11 AM;
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
UNFAIR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
--*ORANGE AND ICE CREAM! 6:13 PM;
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
there's blue sky waiting tomorrow...or tonight...i just got home from batangas. when i got in. my brother told me someone called and was looking for me. of course..the first thought is *siya sana tumawag* i asked my brother kung guy or girl. sabi guy daw..so medyo kinikilig na ako..and..medyo upset din..kasi..i wasnt at home yet when he called. so i said to myself..ayos lang..magkikita na rin naman kami bukas..:) so ayun... i was onlyn..surfing the net..then the phone suddenly rang.. *kring..kring!* :)) ayun..sinagot ko...and i just smiled when i realized it was him calling..sabi niya..
"
hello pwede po kay edz"
then i said..
"
sino to?"
then he said..
"
nyee"tpos super!!..
KILIG TO THE HIGHEST POWER..total happiness...hehehe...
may blue sky pala kahit gabi na..:) hehehe..basta super happy lang ako ngyon..i finally heard his voice..after 6 days!!..6freakin days!!..sOo..ayun!..kamusta nman yun?..ayos lang..mehn!..can't wait for the sunrise..hehehehe..its like i want to sleep already..but then wake up kaagad..sana mabilis lang yung gabi..gusto ko na siya makita i swear!!...miss ko na xa!!..
eto pa..super saya kasi sabi niya..namiss niya ako..and in those 6 days of not seeing each other akala ko WALA NA yung..THING...gets?..basta ayun..super natakot ako nung time na yun...pero..there's nothing to worry about pala
...HAPPINESS!!!...
--*ORANGE AND ICE CREAM! 7:39 PM;
it has been 6 days of no classes. FUN!?..yeah right. baduy!!..nakakabagot!...*others would say.."may nmmiss ka lang eh"* lol! haayyy...but then its true. hehehe...
im so bored right now..i want to eat!..i want ice cream!..:( but there's none!..grr!...oh well...i want to go to school!..but then there's no classes!..i want to call him!..but then no one's answering the phone!..i want to go out!..but then i have no money!..argh!!..TORTURE!! WHY NOW?!...oh well...:) *keep your head up na lang* hehehe..:) i love life!..whatever it throws at me..sige lang!...and never give up!...
--*ORANGE AND ICE CREAM! 9:29 AM;
Monday, October 02, 2006
hayy..so...i survived the typhoon..super freaky. daming trees na tumumba..billboards that bent..as if they were bowing..Pity to the people, families that suffered so much..i hope and pray that they will be ok..
nawindang ako for the past 3 days..walang electricity. no phone. no charger. no light...super torture. and i wasnt able to see my baby for 5 days!!..5 days mehn!..hayy...and he didnt call pa. but then i understand. complicated...bitin pa yung phone conversation namin nung wednesday. tapos he wasn't feeling well pa then. i got worried of course. wishing and hoping he's ok.
nyhooess...:) masaya pa rin kahit walang electricity. bonding with the family. playing cards with a candle on the middle of the table. :) sleeping in the sala together..:) aww..LOL! buti n lng..i had my MP3 player. bought batteries the other day. so it wasn't that bad. plus..what an experience. :) hehehe. i didn't go out. as in i stayed inside the house. but uhh..went out saturday morning and night. when to the doctor to have MJ checked coz he had a super high fever. :( then..went to jorgia's for an emergency meeting..:) fun!..i miss her to bits! :) plus..their house was just behind my baby's house. so somehow, in some way..he's just near. i can feel his presence..:) may hapiness..somehow contentment..
wuhoo!!..discovery camp the continuation..:) hehehe. sa bulacan..may swimming pool..*kuya pao* hehehe. sana madaming pumunta. ULTIMATE BONDING EXPERIENCE!!...but then my baby wouldn't be there to enjoy that weekend with me..argh!...oh well...:) soon he will..:)
nyhooess!!...i got sacked!..:( yes..you can't call me a cheerleader anymore...but still a choreographer..a dancer...one of the bests in the batch..:) *yuck! kapal!* hehehe..i was shocked of course. i poured my heart and my soul in that audition. but i think i got too over confident. coz i was sure i'll be in. but no...maybe God has other plans for me. something better. something safe?..:) Right now..im letting Him take over my life. He's the one controlling me right now. not me. not others. i surrendered myself to God. He knows what's best for me. And i guess everything is all planned out already. :) there's still disappointment in me..with everything that has happened to me lately. i have full faith in Him. Trust and everything will fall into its place...:)
--*ORANGE AND ICE CREAM! 5:48 PM;
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
listening to: Time By: Chantal Kreviazuk B-U-M-M-E-D!!... sOo...ive been busy with school and stuff..hayy..hirap na..i have to maintain my grades and stuff..s0o..yeah..GOODLUCK na lang sa akin..
RECAP... *last weekend..we/i had my retreat..ang fun..:) i got to spend my weekend with my friends..and with my Batman..:) that's God by the way..:) super i felt free..wanted..cared for...loved. never had that feeling for a long time. But that weekend, that retreat..i felt that there's Someone really cared..God showed me that He really loves me..no matter what..no matter what i have done and said..He still accepts me for who i am and what i am as a person!.. awww...basta super nkkrefresh ng soul..:) i feel complete now!..:) hahaha...
pero nakakabadtrip kasi..umiyak ako nung sunday..ang saya..kktpos ng retreat..iyak kaagad..rar!..pero i dont blame him...ganun talaga ang buhay..and its bound to happen rin nman sooner or later..hayy..sana later n lng nangyari..badtrip tlga!..i miss him na!!..grr!!...kc nman!!..stupid!..dpat hnd ako nagtext ng ganun..kaso lng..tanga..so..anong mggwa ko..dba?!..pft-ness!..
pero sana hindi mawala yung closeness nmin..forever ganun...forever may love..dba!?...uhhh..rryyttt!!..hahaha..but i do miss him na..and everyday...yung feelings ko para sa kanya grows deeper..awww..and stronger..rryytt..haha!..grr!..life talga!..pero ayos lng!..:) alam ko nman may super important reason kung bakit ganito nangyayari...siguro test lng toh..dba babe!?..mwah!...
me love you like ice cream!
--*ORANGE AND ICE CREAM! 7:16 PM;
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
*dont let anyone or anything stop you from doing what you love and what makes you happy*...coz you'll end up so unhappy and not contented...so super incomplete...its like you missed out on everything..never had any childhood..
people...telling me to stop dancing..annoying!!..anong gusto nilang gawin ko?..tumunganga n lng?! BULL!! hay nako...im so stubborn...but, this is what i love!!..and i dont like people telling me what to do and what not to...i feel so unfree!!..:( haay..i want to escape!
--*ORANGE AND ICE CREAM! 7:19 PM;
