listening to: Stop the Rock - Apollo


yeah..hehehe..yfc song..eheheh..well ummm anywayz...its friday today..yeah. :D kinda bored. woke up, felt pain on my back. woke up "nakadapa". *no duh!* well...yeah...im feeling alot better now...good thing fever went down. coz if it didnt i have to go to the doctor...and might have a blood test...*FYI...blood is like suppose to stay inside your body* yeah..incase you dont know. :P


so...a while ago, i painted my nails...:P pink and black..weird huh?? but then i like the color...:D so yeah..:D ummm...not planning to go out or something. coz i dunno..i just dont like to. so yeah...well..my lola's leaving later. she's gonna go to africa with my tita/ninang...i asked her to buy me african beaded bracelets...coz its really cool..and yah...:P ehehehe... well..im planning to fix my room later..if my fever doesnt go up. i will. gonna put up the JAMES LAFFERTY poster pat gave me. coz it fell the other day...and i got too tamad to put it up again..


umm..what else? umm..that's all i guess..so yah..laetz!...peace ya'll! *gangsta bitch wannabe* hahahaha!!... bye guyz!

listening to: Protecting Me - Aly & AJ


well...here i am..after a not so long time. but its really been a while since i posted something in my blog. coz there's nothing to post nman eh. so what's the use?..right?

so anywayz. yesterday i was able to get out of the house. i went to ATC with Pat and Tin-Tin. they were suppose to watch a movie. but then it was late already. and Tin-Tin had to go home at around 6. so yah. so i found them in time zone. the two of them were wearing white. coincidently, i was also wearing white. its not that funny. but then it always happens to us. so anywayz. we went around the mall. went to 50th avenue. then went to cd-r king coz pat has to buy 50 cd cases for her mom. but then there were too many people, so we went to makati supermarket to buy food for later. after buying food. we went back to cd-r king to buy the cases. after buying...we went to starbucks..waiting for the ride.:P so yah. we went back to pat's house. watched a movie. then Tin-Tin left at around 6. then 10 or 15 minutes later. Imang arrived. so yeah..we finished the movie. then went out to make shirt prints thingy. yeah...then we orderd food from Shakey's. While eating we were watching one tree hill season 3, episode 2. still annoyed coz its a freaking replay!! i wanna watch episode 3 na! grr! so yeah...i was picked up at around 9 coz my mom was mad na. hahahaha...so yeah. it was kinda fun coz finally i got out of the house. YEAH! hehehe...



so, today, i went with my lola to the supermarket. we bought some stuff for the house. and yeah...so..after buying the stuff, we ate at teriyaki boy. guess who i saw!...nyek! wag na! hahahaha...ayaw ko gumawa ng chismis. :Pehehehe. but Imang knows who! :D ehehehe. so yeah...we just ate lunch coz i was hungry, i didnt eat breakfast coz i dont like the food. so anywayz. after eating we left na. yun lng! :P ehehehe..so yeah...



so my mom was planning to go to Bicol on April. and be back on the 4th. but its not yet sure. coz my dad doesnt know the plan yet. so anywayz! i wanna learn how to surf coz you can surf there in the beach. But then im scared! coz its like open sea and there might be sharks at shit. so yeah. but it would be really cool. so yeah..right now im so effin bored! coz. there's nothing to do. so yeah..im gonna end it right here.

BORED!


listening to: Fly From the Inside - Shinedown


*flash back*

--around 10 pm last night i was fast asleep..my door was unlocked.
kuya: joy?..joy...hindi na tuloy ha...
me: (SUPER DUPER GROGGY!) huh!?...
kuya: di na tuloy
me: (still GROGGY) bkit?
kuya: ewan ko..basta hindi na tuloy
me: (still groggy) ok...
--he left my room
me: SARADO MO YUNG PINTUAN!
--he went back..closed the door
--went back to sleep kaagad...slept like a rock!

*the next day*

i woke up at around 6:08am...stood up at once because we were late already. so i knocked on the door of my brother's room. he opened it..he was still groggy..and yah..so i said "kuya 6 na" then he said "hindi na nga tuloy".. and im like...oh yahhh...i totally forgot! hahahaha! i was half asleep when my brother told me that it was cancelled! could you blame me? hahaha! so how am i suppose to remember that? i heard it clearly..but what he said didnt register in my mind. so i completely forgot everything..hahaha..call me a loser..but hey...that's me!..hahaha!

so things didnt go as planned but so far im having a great day. this morning i accompanied my dad to my brother's graduation. so i was there during the mass only. coz i got bored and yah. i went ahead. i left after the mass. so i wasnt there for the ceremony. call me mean but my dad said its ok. so i left. i just walked since my house was near my school. it was hot so i walked so fast... so yah...

right now im sitting down infront of my computer..blogging..listening to punk rock and alternative music. coz im into those kind of songs right now. no hip-hop and rnb for a while. hehehe..so yah..im effin bored. if you can see me right now..you'll know how bored i am. doing nothing...just typing and stuff. so yah..gonna end it right here...

HELLO WORLD!!

listening to: Lagi Mo Na Lang Akong Dinededma - Rocksteady



bored..bored..bored..

yeash! im bored! got a problem with that? well..have posted for quite sometime now. coz im too tamad to post. so yah. well now im in the mood..:p


i woke up at around 7. the usual thing i do after i wake up is check my cel if i got messages during my sleep. then after that...i like get up...tie up my hair coz its so effin hott! the nxt thing is turn on my pc and check what's for breakfast. if i dont like the food then i dont eat. *picky* im not a morning person..sori..:p



what else did i do?...i watched tv...nothing good was on..so i just flipped and flipped the channel...it was kinda funn..:D hahaha..weird huh?...i also cleaned my nails...and...yah...i went to the movies with my lola...yah...im a dork so wat?..i love my granny!..hahaha..:D we watched SHE'S THE MAN!..and dayum!...CHANNING TATUM ish so effin HOTT! as in shmokin! haayyy..i love soccer dudes!..hahaha! oh yah..the movie..it was funny..ehehe..and it was so cool..especiallay the scenes with the people playing soccer and CHANNING TATUM was included..and take note..he's not wearing any shirt..hahahaha!...anywayz!...after the movie...bought something to eat...from the stall there sa cinemas in festi...i forgot the name..but the burger was good..hehehe..:D i ate the food inside the car coz we're kinda in a hurry..my lola has to go to phase 3 pa to get her uniform..and she had to pass by the church so that she could do the way of the cross.. so yah...after the way of the cross...we went to phase 1 to buy some mangoes...and oh yah...while she was buying i was leaning on the car..and i saw *uHm!* MnM(mark manalaysay) hahahahaha! as if he's gonna read my blog ryt?...hahahaha...he was the one driving their van..i dunno where they were going and i dont even care...so yah..after that we went home na..coz im so effin tired and sleepy..and i wanted to go onlyn.



so yah..that's my day..later im gonna pack my things for this weekend coz we're gonna have a youth camp this weekend...in cavite...yah...:D excited?..yesh..:D even though the cuzzin of momee R is not going..hahahaha.. and we have to wake up early...as in 5 am in the morning.. hahaha..oh well!...gonna end it right here.

boohooo...:(

listening to: Built this Way - Samantha Ronson

hay, i feel so sad and bored. sad coz h'e transfering schools then he's ignoring me pa. major sadness! and the thought of not seeing him again crushes my heart. haayy...yesterday was the last day i saw him. it really sucks! it broke my heart into a million peices. *exagg* but then somehow it hurts. anywayz..watever. who knows one day i might bump into him. hehehe. but then its so impossible coz he's in cavite. its sucks!

anywayz..the first day of my summer vacation! to tell you guys the truth, it sucks alot! there's nothing to do. nothing to eat. no one to talk to. no one to tell how i feel. hayy..boring! i like it better when there are classes. coz if im in school, i can see my friends, he would still be there...grr...so annoyed! i hate summer!


MY SUMMER SUCKS!!

listening to: Nick Carter - Help Me

wow...the song is like super old na. anywayz..another boring day. studied for the tests tomorrow..and did the extra work. it was so hard! coz i like forgot how to do this and to do that. oh well. just copy from someone tomorrow. that's so easy. hahaha...ang daya. but i was able to answer some nman eh. pero 5 lang yata. oh well!

ummm..well..gonna cut this short coz, i have nothing to say anymore and have to study again. stupid tests! good thing its almost summer break! wuhooo!!...

currently listening to: Son of Dorks - End Up Like This


gosh..super boring today! as in there's nothing to do. i tried looking for one. but then i got too tamad. lol.
nywayzz..i took some new pics. yesh! vanity struck! thats what happens if your stuck at home on a saturday afternoon. and that's what happens if you cancelled a day with your fellow YFC members.

there's this sector assembly in PhilAm Park. i was suppose to go. but then i didnt feel well this morning. and, im just tamad. and coz *uhum!* HE wasnt sure if he too, is going. gosh! i didnt realize until now that, i just missed out a day with the cuzzin of HE! ggr!! oh well! watever! really dont care! hahaha!

anywayz..its really really boring today. and its so hot! well duh! summer ish here! but then i still have two days of exams! grr! darn exams. if it there were no tests ryt now. ill be in the province already! my ninong, who i usually go with to the province left early! and he'll be back on wednesday. what luck!

well anywayz, ill be looking for stuff to do now and. hopefully ill find something.

peace! GODSPEED!

boo!...haayy, 2 days na lang summer na. no more school. cant see my crush anymore! awww...joke!..lol!
finally its summer. i dont have to wake up early in the morning. i dont have to worry about projects, assignments and tests! total freedom!

but then. it would be so lame if i will just stay at home. *poof* ohh well, at least i can go to the province and relax a little. forget everything that is here in manila. wat funn! hanging out with my cousins. going island hopping. wohoo! funn.

but before planning everything that i will do this summer. i still have to study for the finals on monday and tuesday. 3 more tests and its all over!

and i still have to deal with something pa. yup..have to face the music. i have to decide if im gonna leave everything as it is. and get blamed for making someone transfer. or talk to her and wont have anybody saying stuff behind my back. grr!. its so hard to decide. coz i feel pressured and...forced to do things that i dont want to do. grrr! im so squished in the middle again! im so confused! i need help! i need a break.

is it really kailangan?...maybe it is the best thing to do. but then is it really necessary? grr! get my point? i mean im gonna make peace with her becoz, she's leaving and its the end of the school year? what a stupid reason! think about what i ifeel.

i have this motto/ saying...*dont do want you HAVE to do but do what you WANT to do* gets?
yah...watever...

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