Monday, June 19, 2006
feeling blue... :c haay..ang hirap
mawalan ng bestbud. its not like he died or migrated. hahaha..sana hindi mangyari yun!..*knock on wood* ayun. yeah...umm..i asked him if he still considers me as his bestbud. then he asked me..then i said yeah. but even though he didnt completely say no..his text messages were oh so clear na..he doesnt feel the same. kasi nga. magiging super busy siya with his studies..tapos yung kanyang..uhm! girlfriend. ayun. sinabi naman niya na...everything i told him stays with him. pero yun nga.
he cant be there for me always. LIKE BEFORE!!...kaya after all *crap* he texted me..all i was able to reply was. "owkie" with
pain. and disappointment. not because he doesnt consider me as his bestbud anymore..kasi parang lahat ng mga
pinagusapan namin and.."pinagsamahan" *kung meron man* parang wala lang.. alam nyo yun!?..nasayang lang.. argh!..wala lang..tapos ayun!..medyo naiiyak na ako nung time na yun. but i cant..kasi nasa church ako..ayun..basta..super nakakairita lang talaga...basta!!.. argh!..ang stupid ko talaga...anywayz..ayun..senxa na..mdyo busy sa school..wahh!!..hahaha..ayun..basta ganun...ill post from time to time...basta..see yeah..
*the essence of being a bestfriend is being there always whenever the other one is in need or feeling down. and i cant do that coz im busy na with school and i have my girlfriend on the other side* TEAR!!!!!...xiet!!!...
--*ORANGE AND ICE CREAM! 10:00 PM;
Monday, June 12, 2006
school starts tomorrow... GHAD!! pasuka na...sOooo..recap of what i did this summer..:D
APRIL boOoring month..super. wala maxadong ginawa. sOo..yeah.. wait..
discovery camp pala nung paril 30. sOo much fun!! hehehe..sana maulit..
MAY may 1..officially one year na ako sa YFC.. astig! hehehe. umm..continuation rin nung discovery camp. sUuuPeer FUNN!! ahahaha.
m0re on yFC yung month of may. there was the trainings. youth camps. disco nights. practices ng mga songs. gimmik sa town with my FWAP people.. basta super funn. there there was the end of the summer party kila tkaye... :D
soo0o..tomorrow school starts. it sucks but im excited.
cant wait to see my friends again. :D
--*ORANGE AND ICE CREAM! 1:06 PM;
Monday, June 05, 2006
i realized something. *again!*
it doesnt matter how much time your with your friends. what matters is that you enjoy every single second your with them. every minute. every hour. coz that's what's important. right!? ewan ko. for me ganun. kasi. im with people who i love and care for. that's enough for me. what more can i ask?
--*ORANGE AND ICE CREAM! 7:04 PM;
Sunday, June 04, 2006
what a night!.. bakit ba hindi na ako natuto. i told myself before not to expect anything. pero what happened tonight?!.. i expected alot! so ano nangyari!?
total bummer! 1st ever disco night. dumating kami dun ng mga 6:30pm. then. stayed for a while. then. when to jorgia's place to eat. actually dapat siya lang. kaso lang pinakain na rin kami. hehehe. ayun. ang laughtrip nga eh. hehehe. tapos after eating. nagpalit si jorgia ng damit. tapos. we went back kaagad sa social hall. xmpre nag worship muna kami. tapos party na! hehehe.. not actually party. basta yun! hehehe. may mga nagpresent. galing ni monad! hahaha.. sabaw! anywayz! ayun..after ng mga presentations. its was time to show 'em what you got! hahaha. we danced. hehehe. well..hindi ko na alam ang mangyayari. kasi im at home. and the others are still there! ang saya noh!?..
*look im not blaming anyone. it just sucks that's all*
--*ORANGE AND ICE CREAM! 10:25 PM;
Thursday, June 01, 2006
i realized something last night. astig nga eh.. hehehe. anyways. ayun. i was watching tv..nasa sahig ako. katext ko rin si *ehem* tapos ayun. it hit me.
i dont want to fall off a cliff. coz if i did. it would hurt alot. bones will be broken and..yeah. that very moment i decided to live life to the fullest. wala munang mga cliffs. :D
focus on my studies. how i live life. serving God. HAVE FUN! focus on what i love to do. and that is dancing.
im gonna strive harder to get what i want. wala munang diving off cliffs. hehehe..
--*ORANGE AND ICE CREAM! 1:28 PM;
