- -*i never thought that loving someone could be so perfect

2006-11-08T18:36:00.000+08:00

**WORST day ever?!--

sometimes life is really unfair..sometimes nasa taas ka..minsan you're lower than the floor.. Happiness doesnt last talga..kung kelan akala ko na ganun na forever..eto nnman ang mundo..super against talaga syo..pero ganun talaga eh...mahirap..but it will sure make you..and help you become a better person..:)

parang napakadami na namin nadaanan ni daniel...and we survived..ito na yata yung..by far the hardest challenge..obstacle for us...kasi nga..MAHAL ko n yung tao eh...tapos pilit kaming pinaglalayo ng ate niya...siniraan pa ako..nilait...argh!..who is she to judge me..she doesnt even know me...badtrip talga..but the hell with her!..mahal ko xa..mahal niya ako..it doesnt change anything...:)

2006-10-28T08:11:00.000+08:00

im so happy!..:)

hayy...everything seems so perfect!..:) i love my life right now...kahit may mga small problems..nakakaya naman..nandyan kasi si Batman..and i have friends..special someone and my family...yikee!..:)

speaking of..ang saya ko lately..kasi nandyan lang siya parati..kahit hindi kami masyadong nag-uusap..and stuff..alam ko na he cares..and i know he loves me like super!..:) and i feel the same way!..*nakanangputs!*

soo..concert na mamaya..sana makasama ko siya buong gabi..*nandyan kc family niya* argh!..hahaha..nywayz..sana mag-enjoy ako mamaya..with friends..:) i love them super!!..hehehehe...medyo frustrated lang ako ngayon..coz i dont know what to wear!...i dont!!..>o *goodluck edz!* nywayz...ayun..bahala na..:) ahi!..-.o *kuleett!!*

2006-10-18T18:13:00.000+08:00

UNFAIR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-03T19:39:00.000+08:00

there's blue sky waiting tomorrow...or tonight...

i just got home from batangas. when i got in. my brother told me someone called and was looking for me. of course..the first thought is *siya sana tumawag* i asked my brother kung guy or girl. sabi guy daw..so medyo kinikilig na ako..and..medyo upset din..kasi..i wasnt at home yet when he called. so i said to myself..ayos lang..magkikita na rin naman kami bukas..:) so ayun... i was onlyn..surfing the net..then the phone suddenly rang.. *kring..kring!* :)) ayun..sinagot ko...and i just smiled when i realized it was him calling..sabi niya..
"hello pwede po kay edz"
then i said..
"sino to?"
then he said..
"nyee"
tpos super!!..KILIG TO THE HIGHEST POWER..total happiness...hehehe...

may blue sky pala kahit gabi na..:) hehehe..basta super happy lang ako ngyon..i finally heard his voice..after 6 days!!..6freakin days!!..sOo..ayun!..kamusta nman yun?..ayos lang..mehn!..can't wait for the sunrise..hehehehe..its like i want to sleep already..but then wake up kaagad..sana mabilis lang yung gabi..gusto ko na siya makita i swear!!...miss ko na xa!!..

eto pa..super saya kasi sabi niya..namiss niya ako..and in those 6 days of not seeing each other akala ko WALA NA yung..THING...gets?..basta ayun..super natakot ako nung time na yun...pero..there's nothing to worry about pala...HAPPINESS!!!...

2006-10-03T09:29:00.000+08:00

it has been 6 days of no classes. FUN!?..yeah right. baduy!!..nakakabagot!...*others would say.."may nmmiss ka lang eh"* lol! haayyy...but then its true. hehehe...

im so bored right now..i want to eat!..i want ice cream!..:( but there's none!..grr!...oh well...i want to go to school!..but then there's no classes!..i want to call him!..but then no one's answering the phone!..i want to go out!..but then i have no money!..argh!!..TORTURE!! WHY NOW?!...oh well...:) *keep your head up na lang* hehehe..:) i love life!..whatever it throws at me..sige lang!...and never give up!...

2006-10-02T17:48:00.000+08:00

hayy..so...i survived the typhoon..super freaky. daming trees na tumumba..billboards that bent..as if they were bowing..Pity to the people, families that suffered so much..i hope and pray that they will be ok..

nawindang ako for the past 3 days..walang electricity. no phone. no charger. no light...super torture. and i wasnt able to see my baby for 5 days!!..5 days mehn!..hayy...and he didnt call pa. but then i understand. complicated...bitin pa yung phone conversation namin nung wednesday. tapos he wasn't feeling well pa then. i got worried of course. wishing and hoping he's ok.

nyhooess...:) masaya pa rin kahit walang electricity. bonding with the family. playing cards with a candle on the middle of the table. :) sleeping in the sala together..:) aww..LOL! buti n lng..i had my MP3 player. bought batteries the other day. so it wasn't that bad. plus..what an experience. :) hehehe. i didn't go out. as in i stayed inside the house. but uhh..went out saturday morning and night. when to the doctor to have MJ checked coz he had a super high fever. :( then..went to jorgia's for an emergency meeting..:) fun!..i miss her to bits! :) plus..their house was just behind my baby's house. so somehow, in some way..he's just near. i can feel his presence..:) may hapiness..somehow contentment..

wuhoo!!..discovery camp the continuation..:) hehehe. sa bulacan..may swimming pool..*kuya pao* hehehe. sana madaming pumunta. ULTIMATE BONDING EXPERIENCE!!...but then my baby wouldn't be there to enjoy that weekend with me..argh!...oh well...:) soon he will..:)

nyhooess!!...i got sacked!..:( yes..you can't call me a cheerleader anymore...but still a choreographer..a dancer...one of the bests in the batch..:) *yuck! kapal!* hehehe..i was shocked of course. i poured my heart and my soul in that audition. but i think i got too over confident. coz i was sure i'll be in. but no...maybe God has other plans for me. something better. something safe?..:) Right now..im letting Him take over my life. He's the one controlling me right now. not me. not others. i surrendered myself to God. He knows what's best for me. And i guess everything is all planned out already. :) there's still disappointment in me..with everything that has happened to me lately. i have full faith in Him. Trust and everything will fall into its place...:)

2006-09-13T19:16:00.000+08:00

listening to: Time By: Chantal Kreviazuk

B-U-M-M-E-D!!...

sOo...ive been busy with school and stuff..hayy..hirap na..i have to maintain my grades and stuff..s0o..yeah..GOODLUCK na lang sa akin..

RECAP...

*last weekend..we/i had my retreat..ang fun..:) i got to spend my weekend with my friends..and with my Batman..:) that's God by the way..:) super i felt free..wanted..cared for...loved. never had that feeling for a long time. But that weekend, that retreat..i felt that there's Someone really cared..God showed me that He really loves me..no matter what..no matter what i have done and said..He still accepts me for who i am and what i am as a person!.. awww...basta super nkkrefresh ng soul..:) i feel complete now!..:) hahaha...

pero nakakabadtrip kasi..umiyak ako nung sunday..ang saya..kktpos ng retreat..iyak kaagad..rar!..pero i dont blame him...ganun talaga ang buhay..and its bound to happen rin nman sooner or later..hayy..sana later n lng nangyari..badtrip tlga!..i miss him na!!..grr!!...kc nman!!..stupid!..dpat hnd ako nagtext ng ganun..kaso lng..tanga..so..anong mggwa ko..dba?!..pft-ness!..

pero sana hindi mawala yung closeness nmin..forever ganun...forever may love..dba!?...uhhh..rryyttt!!..hahaha..but i do miss him na..and everyday...yung feelings ko para sa kanya grows deeper..awww..and stronger..rryytt..haha!..grr!..life talga!..pero ayos lng!..:) alam ko nman may super important reason kung bakit ganito nangyayari...siguro test lng toh..dba babe!?..mwah!...me love you like ice cream!

2006-08-22T19:19:00.000+08:00

*dont let anyone or anything stop you from doing what you love and what makes you happy*

...coz you'll end up so unhappy and not contented...so super incomplete...its like you missed out on everything..never had any childhood..

people...telling me to stop dancing..annoying!!..anong gusto nilang gawin ko?..tumunganga n lng?! BULL!! hay nako...im so stubborn...but, this is what i love!!..and i dont like people telling me what to do and what not to...i feel so unfree!!..:( haay..i want to escape!

2006-08-19T14:03:00.000+08:00

so sweet!!

i like super miss him...and the funny thing is..that he called me..aww..so shweet!...:) napa-smile ako..coz wala lng..parang its so nice to have someone who cares for you so much...he'll check up on me from time to time...*since he's out..* stupid retreat..i was so bummed yesterday..wala siya..*rar* iba talaga yung feeling...even though we dont talk alot sa school..i know that he's just there...ready to go to me if im like upset or wala lng..:) tapos yesterday..*T-I-doubleG-RRR* hehehe..wala siya..my day felt so incomplete...there were some instances that i could look around..wishing he would just be there..but NOO!!!...LAME!..super miss him..:)

*rar*

2006-08-18T18:00:00.000+08:00

hay nakooo...its true when they say..you'll never know the true meaning of something or SOMEONE until its/he's gone...:) hhayyy..nako...retreat na..:( and he wasnt around...but hey..at least i got to see him before he left..he was wearing ORANGE...aww...hehehe..sabog!...well..i wish all the dudes that went to the retreat a fun and safe weekend..:) laterz...:)

2006-08-13T10:32:00.000+08:00

rar!..super made a stupid mistake!!...nadala ako sa mga feelings ko at that time. i said some things that i wish i could take back. *regret!* argh!..ayaw ko palabasin na pinapaasa ko lang siya and..im just playing with him. coz im not!..i wouldn't do that..he's so sincere..and i know and i feel that his feelings for me is true. but i cant say the same. i cant..i wont..coz its hard. im not yet sure..and...and..ayaw ko pa!..not now!..maybe not ever!..help me! i dont know what to do anymore..:( booooo...:( rar!

2006-07-23T07:50:00.000+08:00

finally smiling again...:)

happy na ulit. ewan ko kung bakit. happy lang..wuhooo! high on drugs? joke! tagal na pala ako hindi nagpopost dito. super busy sa school eh. daming assigns. GEOM!!! pft..

anywhooos...ayun. lapit na mag-august. wee..hehehe..parang ang bilis na matagal yung takbo ng oras. gets?! hahaha..labo noh?.. ayun... basta enjoy ngyon. walang mga problems...tapos meron ka pang mga friends na nandyan for you always.. *PAT, CARA, MARTY, YANYAN* and uhm..someone who really cares for you and you know that no matter what nandyan lang siya para sayo. YIHEE!! sino kaya yun?...chicklet...:P hehehe.. *bOo* hehehe..:P uhmmm..ayun!.. basta im enjoying life...having fun and going for the goal. :P

2006-06-19T22:00:00.000+08:00

feeling blue... :c

haay..ang hirap mawalan ng bestbud. its not like he died or migrated. hahaha..sana hindi mangyari yun!..*knock on wood* ayun. yeah...umm..i asked him if he still considers me as his bestbud. then he asked me..then i said yeah. but even though he didnt completely say no..his text messages were oh so clear na..he doesnt feel the same. kasi nga. magiging super busy siya with his studies..tapos yung kanyang..uhm! girlfriend. ayun. sinabi naman niya na...everything i told him stays with him. pero yun nga. he cant be there for me always. LIKE BEFORE!!...kaya after all *crap* he texted me..all i was able to reply was. "owkie" with pain. and disappointment. not because he doesnt consider me as his bestbud anymore..kasi parang lahat ng mga pinagusapan namin and.."pinagsamahan" *kung meron man* parang wala lang.. alam nyo yun!?..nasayang lang.. argh!..wala lang..tapos ayun!..medyo naiiyak na ako nung time na yun. but i cant..kasi nasa church ako..ayun..basta..super nakakairita lang talaga...basta!!.. argh!..ang stupid ko talaga...anywayz..ayun..senxa na..mdyo busy sa school..wahh!!..hahaha..ayun..basta ganun...ill post from time to time...basta..see yeah..

*the essence of being a bestfriend is being there always whenever the other one is in need or feeling down. and i cant do that coz im busy na with school and i have my girlfriend on the other side* TEAR!!!!!...xiet!!!...

2006-06-12T13:06:00.000+08:00

school starts tomorrow...

GHAD!! pasuka na...sOooo..recap of what i did this summer..:D

APRIL

boOoring month..super. wala maxadong ginawa. sOo..yeah.. wait..discovery camp pala nung paril 30. sOo much fun!! hehehe..sana maulit..

MAY

may 1..officially one year na ako sa YFC.. astig! hehehe. umm..continuation rin nung discovery camp. sUuuPeer FUNN!! ahahaha. m0re on yFC yung month of may. there was the trainings. youth camps. disco nights. practices ng mga songs. gimmik sa town with my FWAP people.. basta super funn. there there was the end of the summer party kila tkaye... :D

soo0o..tomorrow school starts. it sucks but im excited. cant wait to see my friends again. :D

2006-06-05T19:04:00.000+08:00

i realized something. *again!*

it doesnt matter how much time your with your friends. what matters is that you enjoy every single second your with them. every minute. every hour. coz that's what's important. right!? ewan ko. for me ganun. kasi. im with people who i love and care for. that's enough for me. what more can i ask?

2006-06-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

what a night!..

bakit ba hindi na ako natuto. i told myself before not to expect anything. pero what happened tonight?!.. i expected alot! so ano nangyari!? total bummer!

1st ever disco night. dumating kami dun ng mga 6:30pm. then. stayed for a while. then. when to jorgia's place to eat. actually dapat siya lang. kaso lang pinakain na rin kami. hehehe. ayun. ang laughtrip nga eh. hehehe. tapos after eating. nagpalit si jorgia ng damit. tapos. we went back kaagad sa social hall. xmpre nag worship muna kami. tapos party na! hehehe.. not actually party. basta yun! hehehe. may mga nagpresent. galing ni monad! hahaha.. sabaw! anywayz! ayun..after ng mga presentations. its was time to show 'em what you got! hahaha. we danced. hehehe. well..hindi ko na alam ang mangyayari. kasi im at home. and the others are still there! ang saya noh!?.. *look im not blaming anyone. it just sucks that's all*

2006-06-01T13:28:00.000+08:00

i realized something last night. astig nga eh.. hehehe. anyways. ayun. i was watching tv..nasa sahig ako. katext ko rin si *ehem* tapos ayun. it hit me. i dont want to fall off a cliff. coz if i did. it would hurt alot. bones will be broken and..yeah. that very moment i decided to live life to the fullest. wala munang mga cliffs. :D focus on my studies. how i live life. serving God. HAVE FUN! focus on what i love to do. and that is dancing. im gonna strive harder to get what i want. wala munang diving off cliffs. hehehe..

2006-05-27T11:36:00.000+08:00

listening to: Deeply in Love

I've been wondering who's the guy who has been appearing in my dreams lately. The guy who has been making me feel loved. Whenever he's in my dreams its like i never want to wake up. Its like he's the guy for me. SINO kaya yun!? Everytime he's in my dreams i cant see his face. Its all blurry. SINO yun?! hayyy!..oh well...its just a stupid dream. hahahaha... ang gay!

So anywayz...ang boring..ang init! i want to eat! hahaha.. buhay baboy na naman! what's new!? hehehe..lunch time na! inihaw na baboy at tahong!.. yum!! hehehe..:D eating time na!! :D wuhoo!!

2006-05-24T19:11:00.000+08:00

what a hott and boring day...

hay salamat. nawala na rin yung sakit ng likod ko. i cracked my backbone kanina. ang charap! hahaha. now i dont have to sleep on the floor..hehehe.

moving on...hindi ko pa rin makalimutan yung wink niya. tska the way he talks to me. argh! tapos yung hug niya! aww..so sweet!! hahaha..shucks! major kiligers! ehehehe.. yun lang!! hehehe..

2006-05-23T20:25:00.000+08:00

2o days before school starts...

ang tagal pa. haay..bored na bored na ako sa bahay. walang magawa.

anywhooos!...ang sakit ng likod ko! its not muscle pain. yung backbone ko yung masakit eh. i hope its nothing. ayaw nila ako pacheck sa doctor. pft! pano kaya kung its something serious?! hahaha. nagdrama. matagal na tong mga backpains ko eh. hindi ko lang pinapansin. kasi nawawala rin naman eventually. pero today. super duper sakit!!..wahhh!..hindi ko na kaya!!...nakakaiyak yung sakit!..:( ill shut down my pc after i post this and i will go to sleep na. sakit talaga!...well..byebye!

2006-05-22T06:36:00.000+08:00

little things can make someone oh so happy...

grabe. nakakapagod talaga. kakatapos lang ng youth camp. hehehe. ang saya talaga. pero nakakapagod lang. pero ayos lang. basta para kay God.

ang saya ko lang talaga! ewan ko kung bakit! basta ang saya ko. wala naman nangyari na nakapagpasaya sa akin. hmmm..bakit kaya!?...ayee!...hehehehe.

yung sinabi ko kanina na, little things can make someone oh so happy, is true. :D hehehe. bakit ko nasabi? secret ko na yun! hahaha. basta super totoo yun! konteng smile lang sayo ng isang tao makes you happy na. ONE WINK makes ME happy. hehehe. ONE HUG makes ME feel loved, wanted and cared for. hehehe! totoo yun. its so so true! kaya if you want to make someone happy. just smile at them. :D hehehe.

2006-05-19T13:06:00.000+08:00

maybe its not meant to be...

listening to: Let Me Go - 3 Doors Down

before ako magdrama dito. just want to make kwento ng mga ginawa ko these past few days. hehe..

TUESDAY, May 16

"practice" kila joyce. music ministry. dumating kami dun ni yan2 mga 2 na. hehehe..as usual wala pang tao. hehehe..si jorgia sabog pa nung time na yun. ayun. si joyce naman naglalaro ng PS. :D *evil pig* boink boink!.. hehehe... ayun! hehehe...c monad. ewan ko dun! ang labo eh. so ayun! sa baba kami nagpractice. with jerome & michael na. tpos dumating si kuya pao. tapos kung sino-sino na ang dumating. pero ayos lang! mas masaya...:D hehehe.. *kung gusto ninyo malaman kung ano pa ang mga ginawa namin dun. read yanyan's blog* kakatamad ilagay eh. *TAMAD MODE*

WEDNESDAY, May 17

pumunta ako ng SM with my mom and my baby brother. kasama si yanyan. hehehehe. ayun..ikot2. bumili ng damit ni kuya. and other stuff. sandali lang kami dun. nagpalamig lang. :D ayun. we went back to my crib. c yan2 nagchat. well! ako naman. tumunganga lang. kasi im fasting! hehehe... i gave up YM for the whole week! my life! haayy..ang sad talaga! oh well!.. ayun. ginawa KO yung mga songs thingy. nagsulat ako ng lyrics ng mga songs sa YFC for the camp. naks! responsible! :D hehehe. well.. yun lang..kumain and stuff.

THURSDAY, May 18

meeting kila samgirl...ummm..umalis kami ng kuya sa house ng mga quarter to kasi ang usapang time is 4 nga. ayun. sabaw. biglang tumawag si sam. sabi wag daw muna pumunta kasi aalis siya. ayun. so tambay muna kami ni kuya sa southside. we waited for sam. magkikita-kita na lang daw kami sa jolibee. :D *twice akong pumunta dun* anywhoos! ayun..so dumating na si sam. then we left jolibee na. pumunta na kami sa house ni sam. :D uhhh...wala pang tao nun.. dumating sila mga 7.. ang saya noh? hehehe.. while waiting, ginawa namin yung mga id for the camp. astig nga eh..si sam OC. hehehe.pero ang kyut tlga nung id :D hehehe. ayun. MEETING MEETING...blah..blah blah..ü yun! natapos kami mga 10:10?.. ewan ko. basta late na. hehehe. ayun! natapos na rin! sleepy na ako nung time na yun eh..:D hinatid kami ni tito bong sa house. *tenchu!* hehehe..tapos deretcho kwarto. and...ayun!..tinxt si imang. called her up sa house kasi i have to give her something. tapos called vier na rin. gonna give him something rin. ayun. tapos natulog na ako! well..nagtext muna. si kuya boinky! and daniel. ayun..tapos natulog na ako..:D

*DRAMA MODE*

gosh. ewan ko. siguro ang babaw ko lang pero minsan iniisip ko kung naaalala pa niya ako. everything's different na between us. dati he would text me whenever he's free. and now super duper free na siya pero bakit parang nakalimutan na. tapos if ever na magtetext siya parang he doesnt care anymore. well..sino ba naman ako sa kanya diba? i mean. may gf ok fine, i understand that you guys should or want to spend time together. pero sana maalala niya ako kahit papano. ok lang na hindi siya magstay intouch coz he's busy or dahil sa gf. kasi friend lang naman ako diba? oh well. siguro nga hindi maglalast yung friendship na ganun. super nakwento ko sa kanya lahat ng problems ko. mga kalokohan. tapos it ended just like that.

tapos parang nakwento ko sa isang tao na parang im comfortable to say stuff to. tapos parang mas lalo lang niya ako dinown. sinabi niya na madami siyang responsibility chuvaness. eh ako?.. wala ba?.. sinasabi niya na may sarili na siyang buhay..ano yun? may sariling pamilya? ako rin naman may sariling buhay ah! hindi ba siya pwede maging part nun? and vise versa. but i wouldnt expect him to understand my feeling and my situation. it sucks really! parang hindi ko na alam kung ano dapat ko maramdaman or sabihin or whatever!..

*DRAMA OVER*

happy na ulit! hehehe... :D BIGSMILES!!

2006-05-15T22:36:00.000+08:00

listening to: Girl Next Door - Saving Jane

halu!!..hehehe...ummm..HAPPY BIRTHDAY dun sa may mga birthday today!..uhhh...sino ba?.. c clarken *my so called bestbud..hnd naman nag-uusap parang wala lang!..GAYLORD!* ayun..tska sa akin beloved lolo who is now with God..hehehe..

so..i started my day..eating!..hahaha!..sarap! hahaha..well..yun lang naman ginawa ko the whole day coz there's nothing to do. no YM remeber!..hehehe..ayun...

since birthday ng aking lolo..nagmass kami and went to st. james. hehehe..ang lamig! hehehe..ummm..ayun..nagmass..said a prayer..then went to festi to EAT!!..hahahaha!..charap ng buhay!..hahaha..buhay baboy!...hehehe...ayun!...

*something i cry about*

super miss my lolo. siya yung nanglilibre sa akin ng FOOD!..hehehe..ayun..kasama ko sa layasan. kahit saan kasama ako! hehehe..miss ko na yung mga times na yun. sometimes he'll ask me if i want to go to the mall. he's gonna buy something daw. siyempre!..nandun ako..hindi pwedeng walang bibilihin for me..hehehe..wala lang..siya yung nagbibigay sa akin ng mga stuff na gusto ko. YEAHBOI! naspoil ako ng lolo ko. kaya nga ngayon parang nakakapanibago. kasi siya yung kasama ko sa church every saturday and..uhh..yeah..nakakamiss lang talaga!..kung nandito pa siya for sure ang dami ko nang stuff..hehehehe..joke lang..umm...siguro masaya pa rin. kahit na he gets on my nerves sometimes..super ok lang. the phone that im using right now. siya bumili nun. kaya super may sentimental value yun. kaya i take care of it so much. hehehe..tapos ayun. i had no idea that he bought me a phone nga eh. ang saya noh?..tapos i remember nung funeral niya. nandun yung secretary ng lolo ko. kinausap niya ako.. sa office pala lolo always talks about me. kasi daw ako yung favorite niya..*fudge! naiiyak na ak0! but i cant. nandito si kuya sa tabi ko* hehehe..ayun...basta super nakakamiss...tapos i regret not saying "i love you" to him. hindi ko lang naman nasabi na.."i love you lolo kasi you always give me things" hehehehe..sabaw noh?hehehe... well! enough of that!..hehehe

MOVING ON!!

super naiinis ako sa isang tao ngayon! ewan ko kung bakit!..maybe because he doesnt keep intouch. hindi lang naman magtext. kahit kamustahin lang ako. nakakairita talaga. and we're suppose to be like bestbuds. ha! so much for that. it sucks really. hindi lang naman sabihin ang reason kung bakit hindi na siya nagtetext. *LOSER!!* argh!...but you know what!..whatever!..hahaha..who needs him anyways?... madami naman diyang tao!.. people who would really care for you. you know?..*sabog kasi eh*

2006-05-14T10:25:00.000+08:00

listening to: the rain

hayy...umuulan pa rin. now i dont have to complain na maiinit...hehehe..

ang saya pag-umuulan..ang sarap tumabay sa room..with a cup of hot chocolate and a comforter hugging your body. tapos your just watching tv. hehehe..senti..:D hehehe..well..wala naman nangyari na masaya. kasi kahapon nagbrown-out lang buong araw. nawalan ng electricity around 2:30 in the morning...tapos tuloy-tuloy na yun hanggang mga...5? ng hapon. i just slept and ate the whole day. hehehe..charap nga kumain eh..hehehehe..buhay baboy kahapon...hehehe...have to lose weight nanaman..hehehe..

MAY 12

we went to lourdes' house kasi may meeting...it was raining so hard...ayaw ko na nga sana pumunta eh..kaso lang...i will miss alot of things pag hindi ako pumunta..hehehe..basta kahit umuulan nung time na yun..masaya pa rin. hehehe..we made dance steps with the song of our choice. tpos ayun..basta ang saya lang pag kasama ko yung YFC family koh. yihee!..hehhehe.....ummm...the usual thing..kila jorgia kami nagpasundo...hehehe...basta ayun..late na rin kaming natapos...late na rin kami nakauwi...sayang..hindi ko nabigay kay yan2 yung gift ko..pft...hehehe..oh well...its better late than never daba?...

so ayun...ang boring noh?..walang magagawa eh..umuulan...hehehe..so ayun...wala rin akong YM..kasi...yun!..hehehehe...

well..yun lang!..hehhe..huggs and kisses from me!..luv yah guyz!

2006-05-11T19:30:00.000+08:00

listening to: Beep - Pussycat Dolls

grabe ang INIT!!! hhhayyy!...hindi ako nakakatulog ng maayos. putol-putol...pft!..anywayz...uhhh..nothing happened today. infact..ang baduy ng araw ko. wala akong ginawa!..ang saya noh?! hehehehe... ano ba ginawa ko the whole day?.. didnt really eat much. hinigpitan kasi ang braces ko eh. kaya hirap kumain. kawawa naman ako! mangangayayat ako! wahhh!...hahaha!..sabog!..ayun..chat lang the whole morning..c yan2 and jorgia. super sabog!..ehehehe...*CHAD...MICHAEL..* kyut! hahaha...kasabogan!...hehehehe..umm..ayun..nagpplan kami ni yan2 ng party to be done on wednesday..hindi talaga siya party, parang get together lang. celebration ng mombebshary namin. hehehe..its been almost 5 months since nagstart yung circle namin..hehehe...ang saya noh?..small thing lang yun..pero we make it a big fat deal!..coz super saya lang to have them by your side. hehehe...ayun!..hehehe..so...sana makapunta yung ibang people na dapat pumunta...hehehehe..sayang..walang vodka sa party!..hehehe..oh well!...masaya pa rin..hehehe..

ayun lang!..hehehe..ang init talaga super!!...

2006-05-10T17:55:00.000+08:00

listening to: Back of the Club - Mashonda

back to hiphop?...hehehe...trip ko lang.

sarap talagang kumain! hahahaha! kanina pa ako kain ng kain eh.. takaw!..summer eh..buhay baboy...hehehe..charap kc kumain!..tataba ako! fudgie bar! *yumm!* hahaha...well..kakagaling ko lang ng dentist/festi. hehehe..nandun kasi yung clinic eh. ang saya noh?..hehehe..after ng dentist pumunta kami ng cuzzin ko sa jollibee!..hahaha..lamon mode! hehehe...ordered the usual thing i eat there. mushroom and chisth burger! hehehe...large drinks and fries! awww!!..i want to eat more! hehehe..then went to shopwise kasi my cuzzin has to buy his..errr...food?..forgot he name..then napadaan kami dun sa wine and uhhh...alcoholic beverages section. VODKA!!!..:D hehehe...i didnt drink..just convinced my cuzzin to buy.. hehehe..sayang! charap pa naman nun!.. i want!!.. kahit one bottle lang ng vodka cruiser melon! *im leakin!* hehehehe...pero ayos lang.. id rather drink juice than vodka. hhhayyy...oh well!..that's all for now...im so bored!..:( hehehehe...sana friday naH!..hehehehe...ayun lang...:D

mwah!..luv yah guyz!

2006-05-07T10:26:00.000+08:00

listening to: Where'd You Go - Fort Minor ft. Mike Shinoda
head aches..hungry and bangag..nahihilo.

yesterday was so so so FUNN! hahaha.. bakit kaya? kasi wala lang. joke.
kasi, nag youth camp training thing kami... got the chance to hang out with my YFC friends..again. awww..
la lang. basta super saya talaga... sabog nga lang kasi parating inaasar kay monad..hahaha.pero ayos lang. sabog talaga.

something came over me yesterday. after nung empowerment..yan-yan hugged me..and i hugged her.. and then i started crying...i said i was sorry. kasi i never really forgave her pa. i said that im sorry coz i gave her a hard time...to the point na she doesnt want to stay in our school anymore..to the point that she wanted to leave na. super naguilty ako. i felt that i was such a bad person...that i didnt deserve a friend like her. ayun..iyakan moment.

after crying..super sabog! kuya david asked us "gusto niyo ng tissue?...kumuha kayo" nice dba? hehehe..pero ayos lng..ayun..c kuya koko nman sabi niya. wag na mag-away..coz our friendship daw is kakaiba. hhayy..sarap talaga ng feeling. ang light kasi once you got the chance to say something that you really really want to say for a long time. ayun!..finally..nasabi ko na rin. awww!..shweet?!..hahaha.. basta super saya talaga.

ayun..we left ate pau's house na..mga 6 na yata nun. mag SSEX kami after nun eh..hahaha..nagkayayaan. hehehe..charap kumain! hahaha..kuya pao! ang takaw! hehehe...ayun..after eating hinatid kami nila kuya david sa house namin. una si Sam..then Yan2..then...kami na ni Kuya. nakakapagod super... naalala ko nung dumaan kami dun sa curve na super dilim and nakakatakot...hehehe..sigawan eh..tpos we turned off the radio..kuya david turned off the headlights...wwooo!!...scary..tpos sumigaw si Joyce..hehehe...FUnn! hehehe..ayun!..basta super SAYA TALAGA!...sa uulitin Ha!..:D

2006-05-05T20:25:00.000+08:00

the studio pics...:D

---*ano kaya ginagawa nila kuya pao?...

---*(left-right):me, monadz*ronald*, kuya david & yan-yan
---*(nakadapa):kuya paolo
---*(infront):bebe koh..jorgia!

---*oh so pretty people..L-O-V-E them!

2006-05-04T21:32:00.000+08:00

no music.<br>

just came home from ATC. kasama ko sila Yan2, Jorgia, Kuya David[machoboink], Kuya Pao, and Monadz. Arrived sa town at around 1? i dunno. didnt check. so pnta na kami sa cinemas. Waited for the others. unang dumating sila Jorgia and Joyce. Joyce didnt stick around long coz magsswimming pala sila sa kanila. Sooo...hindi namin siya nakasama the whole afternoon. Sayang. So it was me, yan2, jorgia and kuya pao. Kaming tatlong babae, nanood ng movie. Kuya Pao had some work to do kasi. So nagchill siya sa...starbucks..did his work and yeah..so nanood na kami ng movie. Hahahaha!..super laughtrip tlga!... kung ano-ano pinagsasabi ni jorgia... YUNG DOLPHINS DAW LUMILIPAD!...and.. pinagtripan namin yung line na..."IM LEAKING. OH NO! IM FALLING APART!" ahahaha..tawa lang kami ng tawa..tpos yung STARFISH pa!..awww!!..hahahaha! feeling ko nga ang ingay namin sa loob eh..hehehehe..sabog talaga. haayy..

so after ng movie..pinuntahan na namin si Kuya Pao, kasi..lonely na siya!...LONER! JOKE LANG! hehehe...tapos ayun. dumating na si Kuya David. Waited for Monadz...tpos dumating na..eh..nasa mcdo daw siya. so..kami na lang pumunta dun. LOSER KASI!! ang daming arte...JOKE!!..hahahaha! BULLY! MEAN GIRL! hehehe..well...ayun..since nandun na kami sa pic city. nagpapic na kami. hahaha..super laughtrip nga eh. ang tagal bago makapose. ang daming seremonyas..tama ba?!..hehehe! anywayz..super saya talaga!..sana maulit!..hehehehe...pero more people?...hehehe..ummm..after pic..we went up sa time zone. naglaro ako ng bball with the GUYZ...hehehehe...xmpre..they're better dba?...hehehe..so konte lang points na nakuha ko. oh well!..ayos lang yan!tpos ayun..baba kami..kasi gusto namin magHYPER BISHIBASHI!!..hahahaha! basta super saya ng afternoon. ummm..akyat ulit kami sa food court kasi kakain na..pero hindi ako kumain. hehehe. nung pag tungtong namin sa 2nd floor...jorgia and yan2 got the pics na. so i was left with the boys. hehehe...ayun..wla lang we got a table..sat down and waited....tpos dumating na sila jorgia with the pictures. weee!...hehehehe..saya! ayun..hehehe..naghati-hati sa pics..hehehe...ummm...tpos it was getting late na so, nagpasundo na ako. even though i didnt want to leave. pero i have to. haayy..super!..i NEVER forget this day. hehehehe...ang loser!

2006-05-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

listening to: Have a Nice Day - Bon Jovi

hayy..what a boring day. ..its now 10:32pm. just finished texting kuya david. asked him kung makakasama pa rin siya bukas sa gimik sa town. he said he can. but sandali lang daw. coz his OJT ends daw at 4:30..then magcocomute lang siya going home. medyo traffic pa daw. aww.. sana makasama siya sa pichur2. si monadz naman. ewan ko dun! nakakairita. ang arte..joke. ayaw kasi sumama. may gagawin DAW may date yata. joke lang. hehehe..well..umm..ano ba nangyari today. ummm..nag-enroll na. so manre ulit ang bagsak. hay...ayos lng..:P ummm...nothing special really happened. this day is kinda boring. ang loser kasi eh. oh well!...

-* still cant forget the happening sa discovery camp. super saya kasi.

2006-05-02T07:52:00.000+08:00

grabe..nawala nanaman ako nang matagal. pano kasi. wala lang. so what have i been up to lately?... well...

April 27

practice kila jorgia. kasi kaye has to teach us new songs for the upcomming discovery camp. so yun..pumunta kami kila jorgia. ako, my brother, sam and yan-yan. and yesh! for the record. bati na kami. we made peace nung..ewan ko..forgot na. basta bati n kami. anywayz, ayun. pumunta kami kila jorgia. pag dating namin. nagtataka si jorgia kung bakit kami nandun. hahaha. ayun. pag-akyat...nandun na c kaye, nico[partner?!..lolz!] and monadz. hehehe. ayun..practice practice. eh. distracted kami by the TV. coz showing yung wowwowee...tama ba? [sori i dont watch maxado sa lower channels.] ayun..eh..nakakatawa..tawa lang kami ng tawa. so tinapos lng muna namin then after nun..practice na talaga. dumating sila kuya manny and ate khatz. hehehe. ayun tinulungan kami ni kuya manny. tpos they had to go na rin eventually. so kami-kami nanaman. ayun. dapat kakain kaso lang. medyo late na. anywayz. yun. we had to go and say goodbye!..awww..pero magkikita-kita pa naman the next day. :P

April 28

practice nanaman. pero kila kaye naman. ayun we're suppose to meet sa SM kaso lang we decided to go straight na. ako, kuya & yan-yan. so yun. pagdating namin sa house nila kaye wala pa sila. nasa SM pa daw. ayun. so iniwan n lng muna yung guitar sa loob then we looked for a store na pwede magpaload. ayun. tapos habang tumatambay sa store dumating si sam. tpos ayun..dun muna kami. waiting for ate cams, kaye and rocky. hehehe.. si jorgia rin pala. tapos ayun. dumating na sila. so pumunta na kami kila ate cams. tapos umakyat na sa taas. practice..watch PBB. hehehe. practice. hehehe..kain. kain. then go home na.

THEN!!!......the day came!..tahda!!...

APRIL 30

woke up at around 5:30am. i was dreaming someone gave me a mango. hhayy..pero biglang nagising. hehehe. sayang! oh well! ayun..naligo na ako, kumain, brush ng teeth. checked kung complete na gamit ko. then waited na lang for yan-yan to pick us up. tapos ayun dumating na. then go to select na. tapos waited ulit for everyone else that's gonna come. ayun. waited, waited. dumating na. tapos time to go. yey! excited. hehehe. tapos we reached the house na. medyo nagsettle muna ang lahat tapos ayun. nagstart na! astig yung theme ng camp. Big Brother style. hehehe. super saya talaga. we have to make dance steps for one particular song. yun yung theme song namin. basta super saya. at first medyo small steps lang muna ako. hehehe. shy? hehehe. ayun. nagstart na yung mga talks. bsta super astig. we had fun yes. pero super dami naman natutunan. that's what's important right? night came. we had to go to church. kasi its a sunday so we had to go to church. well most of us did. hehehe. ang pretty nga nung church eh. basta super astig. tapo ayun. went back to the house na.

MAY 1

madaling araw ng MAY 1. hehehe. gising na gising pa ang lahat. hehehe. ayun. after ng 4th talk. which is about L-O-V-E..LOVE. hehehe..may parang activity na ginawa. the guys were 2 necklaces to be given to the girls. tpos kami naman yung mga girls. anklet. and we have to give it to the person that gave us the necklace. then after ilagay, magsslow dance. aww..kilig!.. hahaha. ayun. nasa rooftop kami nun. the stars were the witnesses. hehehe..ang daming stars nung time na yun. super ganda. hehehe..ayun..well..ang nagbigay sa akin c kuya pao ramos. wala lang. natagalan siyang ilagay. kaya hindi kami nakapagslow dance. aww..pero ayos lang. hahaha..loser! ayun. tapos nun nag-laro na yung iba. yung iba nakahiga lang. pero hindi pa tulog. hehehe..sabog nga eh. daming sabog nung time na yun. so. kami [yan2, kuya david and ako] naglatag sa isang tabi tapos humiga na. sa gitna c kuya david..tpos ayun. we thought na tulog na si yan2 so nagusap-usap lang kami ni kuya boink este kuya david about stuff. as in random stuff while looking at the stars. and looking for shooting or falling stars. ehh..gising pala si yan2 she was listening the whole time. hehehe..so yun.. suppose to go to sleep pero ang ingay nung iba. pero ayos lang. naglaro sila ng mind games. hehehe..ang ingay super. pero we fell asleep rin eventually. tapos ang alam ko yung iba na2log lang nung malapit na sumikat yung araw. nice timing noh? hehehe..kulit nga eh..pero yung iba hindi na natulog. hehehe..lalo na c kuya pao ramos. sabog nga yun eh! PEMDAS!!..ahahaha!.sabog! hehehe.. ayun.. nung medyo nagpapakita na yung araw. i was like half asleep. i felt that someone was coming close. so nagising ako.. c kuya pao pala, kinuha yung phone ni kuya d. sa tabi namin. lol then he started taking pics. nagising na ako. kasi baka kunan nya ako ng pic while sleeping. ayun..tpos kinunan nya kami ng pic. ako, kuya david[tulog na tulog, parang bangkay. kasi super straight lang yung higa nya]and yan2. sabi ni kuya pao, magpose daw kami. so we did. hehehehe..ayun. may pic kami na bagong gising with a guy that looks like he's dead...:P hehehe...basta super lakas nang trip. ayun..tpos bsta super saya. nung umaga na. nakatulog ako ulit. ginigising daw ako ni kuya david. pero hindi nagrerespond. hahaha!. 2log na 2log! ayun. buti na lang nagsing ako! kung hindi. naiwan nalang ako dun, all alone! sa rooftop! hahaha. tpos nagbihis, kain ng breakfast, nagwala, and went on.

AFTER NG CAMP[still may 1]

nagCHILL muna kila jorgia. swimming. laro ng doctor quack2. with monadz na. hahaha..malas niya hindi siya sumama sa camp. loser kasi! joke! hahaha. ayun. kain ng merienda. thanks nga pala dun. tapos dumating na sundo namin. pagdating ng house. bagsak kaagad eh. while getting out of the car. kumakanta ako ng kung wala ka like i was drunk. hahaha..major sabog! hahaha. pero super had fun! fun! FuNN!! hehehe...love that camp! oh yah!!...1 YEAR NA KAMI NG KUYA SA YFC! hehehe.

and that's

THE END!!!

2006-04-26T17:32:00.000+08:00

listening to: Echo - Vertical Horizon

its been a while.. i really didnt feel like posting something in my blog. i feel that hindi naman important yung ilalagay ko. pero now im in the mood coz my computer is kind of faster than before. new hard drive. bigger space. wuhooo!

well ummm...ano ba pwede makwento? last weekend i was in baguio. it was cold. good, coz here in manila is so freakin hott. well it was fun going to baguio. coz it was my first time to go there. well while going around the city, we got lost a couple of times. and it was fun. SM baguio is so so so different from all the other SM's. coz guess what. walang aircon. pero malamig pa rin. well anywayz. yun yung ginawa ko nung weekend. masaya khit overnight lang. i got the chance to text someone. weeee!ü

well, im back in manila. glad to be home. but i wish i could stay longer in baguio. oh well.

till here na lang. babush!

2006-04-14T18:16:00.000+08:00

listening to: We Are All On Drugs - Weezer

its been a while. i've been locked up in my room watching one tree hill season 1-3. show's really getting exciting. anywayz. i've been hiding from my world from quite sometime. coz i didnt feel like myself lately. lets say im searching for the real me. madrama i know. but that's how i feel.

ive been feeling so lazy. sleepy and super bored this summer. this sucks really. i hope that i could go back to stomp. kating-kati na ako. i miss the studio. haay. i miss dancing. i miss going home sweating. i miss KFC hang-outs. hay.sana lang talga. my lola said that she'll think about it. sana she lets me. this time ill be more serious with it. but ill have fun rin.

so, you guysreally didnt miss anything. my life really sucks right now.

2006-04-07T08:05:00.000+08:00

listening to: If Your Missing (Come on Home) - Bethany Joy Lenz

im back. after 3 days of not blogging. its just that, i dont feel like blogging.

so lately i've been upset/pissed off/mad at the world. well not the world. just my world. i dont know why. i guess, i feel that everything is not going my way. its like wanting something or someone so badly but you/i cant have it. it sucks like hell man!

well, in the past 3 days i've been stuck at home. yeah. what fun! bored as usual. oh. and i want to go back to stomp so badly! but my mom doesnt want me to. well as if she's gonna pay for it! i want to dance again. like before. sweats dripping. grr! im gonna tell my lola i want to go back since she's the one who's gonna pay for it. anywayz! for sure na. babalik na braces ko. YEY! super miss my braces!hahaha.. well yun muna for today.

so f*ckin pissed off and bored!

later!

2006-04-03T21:41:00.000+08:00

listening to: Take Me as I Am - Tonic

its kinda late already, its now 9:4oPM. just felt like posting something in my blog. so here it is. the funny thing is i dont know what ill post. weird huh? well yeah.

well, right now im just sitting here infront og the computer. typing. what fun! lol. well ummm... maybe ill just sit here till 1o:Oo. coz if i sleep now i would wake up kinda early the next day. id rather wake up late. and if im gonna sleep.the moment i close my eyes ill be in the land of rainbows, candies, faries and unicorns. yeah. that's where i want to go. that what i want to see. coz ill feel safe and yeah. ummm ok..its kinda getting serious.

ok. im gonna be random now. hehehe. well, i so so love mangoes. indian mangoes! hehehe. and right now im craving for donuts! bavarian! yumm!! also craving for chicharon! and pizza! daym! i just want to eat this summer! coz its fun! im not depressed or anything i just love to eat. good thing i dont get fat. *fast metabolism* and i would like to thank God for that. for me its a blessing! well since this is me being random. i so so miss my bestbud *clarken* yup! he graduated yesterday. i said that i would be there. but then i wasnt able to go. coz my frickin brother doesnt want to go and we had this family thing. hay. i super love that dude! *as a friend* coz he always listens to me and he's always there to tell me that everything will be like ok or something. he's really cool.yeahh...hayy..it sucks though coz we dont talk to each other anymore coz he doesnt go online and he's globe and im using smart. so we really have no communication. oh well! hehehe. someday we'll talk to each other.

well im done being random. its now 9:52pm. i think im gonna hit the sack. my eyelids are getting heavy and yeah..its a sign that im sleepy. well. im gonna end it already. and my sister is asking me when will i get out. so yeah. i hate it when she does that. anywayz, i gots to go. laterz guys!

2006-04-03T17:08:00.000+08:00

listening to: Sugar We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy

kuya david said that my blog is conyo...hmmm..yeah..well, incase he's reading this...i want to say..."whatever." hahah, joke. its my blog...diba? well everyone is free to comment diba? anywayz.

i went to the dentist a while ago. doc. ed said that on wednesday he will put back my braces on the bottom lng. since yun lng yung kelangan. hahaha! wuhhoo! i super miss my braces. without them i feel incomplete. yuck! drama! so yeah...hahaha. well. that's all i did today. its pretty boring nanaman. well. what can i do?

o yah. my brother is graduating tomorrow. big woop! ryt? well its the first time he's gonna graduate. coz when he graduated elementary he was inside the seminary. hahaha. so yah..its kind of a pretty big thing.ummm. well gonna cut this short. laterz!

2006-04-02T18:00:00.000+08:00

listenting to: Take my Breath Away - Emma Bunton

finally! i was able to clean my room. it took me 5 hours to clean. yeah. when i got all of my stuff and like organized it, i realized that i had so many trash in my room. we didnt have any boxes so i got all the "lalagyanan ng laundry" and placed my stuffs there. i used 5 of those basket thingy. yeah..:P i had so many kalat. good thing i found those stuff. kung hindi, nakatambak lang lahat ng mga yun sa room ko. hayy..super!..it was nakakapagod. there was no fan or anything. i was sweating like a pig. hahahaha! well. i got all of my junk out of my room. well yeah..that's all i did.

and i was the "boss" of the house today. my mom went out with the maids, they went to cavite. and we were left alone with no help. so yeah...i served the food. i washed the glasses and i cleaned the dinning area. it was no joke. even though the things i did were only small things. it was hard. oh yeah..coz im not used to doing those stuff..hahaha. :P well.. yeah..at least i wasnt bored today!..dba? at least i did something!..ü well that's all today!..laterz!

2006-04-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

listening to: The One - Foo Fighters

hayy...tis such a boring day. as usual i stayed at home. doing absolutely nothing! what funn! well..gonna cut this short coz nothing really happened. hayy!...

2006-03-31T13:41:00.000+08:00

listening to: Stop the Rock - Apollo

yeah..hehehe..yfc song..eheheh..well ummm anywayz...its friday today..yeah. :D kinda bored. woke up, felt pain on my back. woke up "nakadapa". *no duh!* well...yeah...im feeling alot better now...good thing fever went down. coz if it didnt i have to go to the doctor...and might have a blood test...*FYI...blood is like suppose to stay inside your body* yeah..incase you dont know. :P

so...a while ago, i painted my nails...:P pink and black..weird huh?? but then i like the color...:D so yeah..:D ummm...not planning to go out or something. coz i dunno..i just dont like to. so yeah...well..my lola's leaving later. she's gonna go to africa with my tita/ninang...i asked her to buy me african beaded bracelets...coz its really cool..and yah...:P ehehehe... well..im planning to fix my room later..if my fever doesnt go up. i will. gonna put up the JAMES LAFFERTY poster pat gave me. coz it fell the other day...and i got too tamad to put it up again..

umm..what else? umm..that's all i guess..so yah..laetz!...peace ya'll! *gangsta bitch wannabe* hahahaha!!... bye guyz!

2006-03-29T14:51:00.000+08:00

listening to: Protecting Me - Aly & AJ

well...here i am..after a not so long time. but its really been a while since i posted something in my blog. coz there's nothing to post nman eh. so what's the use?..right?

so anywayz. yesterday i was able to get out of the house. i went to ATC with Pat and Tin-Tin. they were suppose to watch a movie. but then it was late already. and Tin-Tin had to go home at around 6. so yah. so i found them in time zone. the two of them were wearing white. coincidently, i was also wearing white. its not that funny. but then it always happens to us. so anywayz. we went around the mall. went to 50th avenue. then went to cd-r king coz pat has to buy 50 cd cases for her mom. but then there were too many people, so we went to makati supermarket to buy food for later. after buying food. we went back to cd-r king to buy the cases. after buying...we went to starbucks..waiting for the ride.:P so yah. we went back to pat's house. watched a movie. then Tin-Tin left at around 6. then 10 or 15 minutes later. Imang arrived. so yeah..we finished the movie. then went out to make shirt prints thingy. yeah...then we orderd food from Shakey's. While eating we were watching one tree hill season 3, episode 2. still annoyed coz its a freaking replay!! i wanna watch episode 3 na! grr! so yeah...i was picked up at around 9 coz my mom was mad na. hahahaha...so yeah. it was kinda fun coz finally i got out of the house. YEAH! hehehe...

so, today, i went with my lola to the supermarket. we bought some stuff for the house. and yeah...so..after buying the stuff, we ate at teriyaki boy. guess who i saw!...nyek! wag na! hahahaha...ayaw ko gumawa ng chismis. :Pehehehe. but Imang knows who! :D ehehehe. so yeah...we just ate lunch coz i was hungry, i didnt eat breakfast coz i dont like the food. so anywayz. after eating we left na. yun lng! :P ehehehe..so yeah...

so my mom was planning to go to Bicol on April. and be back on the 4th. but its not yet sure. coz my dad doesnt know the plan yet. so anywayz! i wanna learn how to surf coz you can surf there in the beach. But then im scared! coz its like open sea and there might be sharks at shit. so yeah. but it would be really cool. so yeah..right now im so effin bored! coz. there's nothing to do. so yeah..im gonna end it right here.

2006-03-25T13:43:00.000+08:00

BORED!

listening to: Fly From the Inside - Shinedown

*flash back*

--around 10 pm last night i was fast asleep..my door was unlocked.
kuya: joy?..joy...hindi na tuloy ha...
me: (SUPER DUPER GROGGY!) huh!?...
kuya: di na tuloy
me: (still GROGGY) bkit?
kuya: ewan ko..basta hindi na tuloy
me: (still groggy) ok...
--he left my room
me: SARADO MO YUNG PINTUAN!
--he went back..closed the door
--went back to sleep kaagad...slept like a rock!

*the next day*

i woke up at around 6:08am...stood up at once because we were late already. so i knocked on the door of my brother's room. he opened it..he was still groggy..and yah..so i said "kuya 6 na" then he said "hindi na nga tuloy".. and im like...oh yahhh...i totally forgot! hahahaha! i was half asleep when my brother told me that it was cancelled! could you blame me? hahaha! so how am i suppose to remember that? i heard it clearly..but what he said didnt register in my mind. so i completely forgot everything..hahaha..call me a loser..but hey...that's me!..hahaha!

so things didnt go as planned but so far im having a great day. this morning i accompanied my dad to my brother's graduation. so i was there during the mass only. coz i got bored and yah. i went ahead. i left after the mass. so i wasnt there for the ceremony. call me mean but my dad said its ok. so i left. i just walked since my house was near my school. it was hot so i walked so fast... so yah...

right now im sitting down infront of my computer..blogging..listening to punk rock and alternative music. coz im into those kind of songs right now. no hip-hop and rnb for a while. hehehe..so yah..im effin bored. if you can see me right now..you'll know how bored i am. doing nothing...just typing and stuff. so yah..gonna end it right here...

2006-03-24T18:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD!!

listening to: Lagi Mo Na Lang Akong Dinededma - Rocksteady

bored..bored..bored..

yeash! im bored! got a problem with that? well..have posted for quite sometime now. coz im too tamad to post. so yah. well now im in the mood..:p

i woke up at around 7. the usual thing i do after i wake up is check my cel if i got messages during my sleep. then after that...i like get up...tie up my hair coz its so effin hott! the nxt thing is turn on my pc and check what's for breakfast. if i dont like the food then i dont eat. *picky* im not a morning person..sori..:p

what else did i do?...i watched tv...nothing good was on..so i just flipped and flipped the channel...it was kinda funn..:D hahaha..weird huh?...i also cleaned my nails...and...yah...i went to the movies with my lola...yah...im a dork so wat?..i love my granny!..hahaha..:D we watched SHE'S THE MAN!..and dayum!...CHANNING TATUM ish so effin HOTT! as in shmokin! haayyy..i love soccer dudes!..hahaha! oh yah..the movie..it was funny..ehehe..and it was so cool..especiallay the scenes with the people playing soccer and CHANNING TATUM was included..and take note..he's not wearing any shirt..hahahaha!...anywayz!...after the movie...bought something to eat...from the stall there sa cinemas in festi...i forgot the name..but the burger was good..hehehe..:D i ate the food inside the car coz we're kinda in a hurry..my lola has to go to phase 3 pa to get her uniform..and she had to pass by the church so that she could do the way of the cross.. so yah...after the way of the cross...we went to phase 1 to buy some mangoes...and oh yah...while she was buying i was leaning on the car..and i saw *uHm!* MnM(mark manalaysay) hahahahaha! as if he's gonna read my blog ryt?...hahahaha...he was the one driving their van..i dunno where they were going and i dont even care...so yah..after that we went home na..coz im so effin tired and sleepy..and i wanted to go onlyn.

so yah..that's my day..later im gonna pack my things for this weekend coz we're gonna have a youth camp this weekend...in cavite...yah...:D excited?..yesh..:D even though the cuzzin of momee R is not going..hahahaha.. and we have to wake up early...as in 5 am in the morning.. hahaha..oh well!...gonna end it right here.

2006-03-22T15:17:00.000+08:00

boohooo...:(

listening to: Built this Way - Samantha Ronson

hay, i feel so sad and bored. sad coz h'e transfering schools then he's ignoring me pa. major sadness! and the thought of not seeing him again crushes my heart. haayy...yesterday was the last day i saw him. it really sucks! it broke my heart into a million peices. *exagg* but then somehow it hurts. anywayz..watever. who knows one day i might bump into him. hehehe. but then its so impossible coz he's in cavite. its sucks!

anywayz..the first day of my summer vacation! to tell you guys the truth, it sucks alot! there's nothing to do. nothing to eat. no one to talk to. no one to tell how i feel. hayy..boring! i like it better when there are classes. coz if im in school, i can see my friends, he would still be there...grr...so annoyed! i hate summer!

MY SUMMER SUCKS!!

2006-03-19T16:17:00.001+08:00

listening to: Nick Carter - Help Me

wow...the song is like super old na. anywayz..another boring day. studied for the tests tomorrow..and did the extra work. it was so hard! coz i like forgot how to do this and to do that. oh well. just copy from someone tomorrow. that's so easy. hahaha...ang daya. but i was able to answer some nman eh. pero 5 lang yata. oh well!

ummm..well..gonna cut this short coz, i have nothing to say anymore and have to study again. stupid tests! good thing its almost summer break! wuhooo!!...

2006-03-18T14:44:00.000+08:00

currently listening to: Son of Dorks - End Up Like This

gosh..super boring today! as in there's nothing to do. i tried looking for one. but then i got too tamad. lol.
nywayzz..i took some new pics. yesh! vanity struck! thats what happens if your stuck at home on a saturday afternoon. and that's what happens if you cancelled a day with your fellow YFC members.

there's this sector assembly in PhilAm Park. i was suppose to go. but then i didnt feel well this morning. and, im just tamad. and coz *uhum!* HE wasnt sure if he too, is going. gosh! i didnt realize until now that, i just missed out a day with the cuzzin of HE! ggr!! oh well! watever! really dont care! hahaha!

anywayz..its really really boring today. and its so hot! well duh! summer ish here! but then i still have two days of exams! grr! darn exams. if it there were no tests ryt now. ill be in the province already! my ninong, who i usually go with to the province left early! and he'll be back on wednesday. what luck!

well anywayz, ill be looking for stuff to do now and. hopefully ill find something.

peace! GODSPEED!

2006-03-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

boo!...haayy, 2 days na lang summer na. no more school. cant see my crush anymore! awww...joke!..lol!
finally its summer. i dont have to wake up early in the morning. i dont have to worry about projects, assignments and tests! total freedom!

but then. it would be so lame if i will just stay at home. *poof* ohh well, at least i can go to the province and relax a little. forget everything that is here in manila. wat funn! hanging out with my cousins. going island hopping. wohoo! funn.

but before planning everything that i will do this summer. i still have to study for the finals on monday and tuesday. 3 more tests and its all over!

and i still have to deal with something pa. yup..have to face the music. i have to decide if im gonna leave everything as it is. and get blamed for making someone transfer. or talk to her and wont have anybody saying stuff behind my back. grr!. its so hard to decide. coz i feel pressured and...forced to do things that i dont want to do. grrr! im so squished in the middle again! im so confused! i need help! i need a break.

is it really kailangan?...maybe it is the best thing to do. but then is it really necessary? grr! get my point? i mean im gonna make peace with her becoz, she's leaving and its the end of the school year? what a stupid reason! think about what i ifeel.

i have this motto/ saying...*dont do want you HAVE to do but do what you WANT to do* gets?
yah...watever...